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It really is. Long slow hard tedious, soooo I at a time and when u have and wasted hrs adding 20 vids I dont want add to another blog,,
But they are here I just cant tell, if I could get one thing that works and u know it works
To get pics vids to you updates
Pic. there a joke. funny
U guys.
Killing me what u assume
BIO
To make u smile pics April 8th
***Toni Benz, Italian /Russian
Im A petite toned 34DDD 26 36, 5'3, 115lbs
Firecracker, with a fun personality, a kinky side *I take care of myself by
working out/ eating right, I like to have a mild tan, have had laser hair
removal , everywhere. I am soft naturally, small landing strip is all that is
left of ANY hair on my body. I do not wear perfume or heavy make up/glitter every day. And each morning , I gargle peroxide in my mouth to keep my teeth sparkling and germ free. I also file/oil my feet soft maintained high arch size 7 shoes. I'm STD checked every month( yes even when I travel) i love spending time with new people Im the life of the party,super fun. I am flexible, on all fronts ....asking questions . Seeing people. I enjoy every bit of what I do, in all positions (legs behind my head, doggy, mission, riding, froggy, etc.) IT IS SAME CONCEPT THOUGH,YOU CHOSE OR WHY CHOSE.I PERSONALLY, I LIKE VARIETTY SO PICK DIFFERENT STYLED PEOPLE DAY or 0 if none to liking. I bring all we need lingerie, nylons, heels, boots, dress, bodysuits, etc. I have every style of bra for every liking and every color. Same with toys. I say for u ..strap.prost..fings plug but also for me. I have vibrator, bullet for us. If we desire. Same with glide lotions, supplies i bring my ownlinens. For sets of sheets, washclothes and clean freak supplies.I am honest and timely . I do right by you l am naturally a clean freak. That is paraniod, watch for safety. care about traffic exposure, energy levels, looking nice, you work hard for
your escape and deserve time for yourself and good service. Let's just say I'm not lazy, not a robot and don't have dull personality. IMPORTANT::: IF all else fails(somehow we dont mesh), as a nurse I really do care. YOU HAVE A GREAT,RELAXING TIME.
It Pleases me that you are pleased.
Thank you for your time!!! Enjoy
Misc
Btw I did have it checked with hotelhad. 599 some dollars and another 250 comign Friday am
IF U REMEMBER THESE ARE THE DAYS, SOO. KNOW I NOT LYING, IF U THINK I AM YOU DONT KNOW ME , NOT WORTH LYING ABOUT ANYHTING EVER, DOENST HEL ANYONE,
Sa. tue End of March. made all these calls. Was to go cbus, had ride but even without one, above,,, had cash to leave,,
So made plans. Pitt or cbus in town suites. 3 wks. maybe save have 4 weeks worth
So had money had place knew, , called intake nurse for shelters and for medical. Have to finish iv stuff. Vitamins and. Vit k,,, the why losing wt thing,,, thyroid, re checked. Fix again. If need plus cardiologists and. Ultrasound legs, blood clots had dec,,, remember,,
And also intake nurse shelter just in case needed it, knew where and approved and thought about
Like I did in fall a job for. Room and board,,, sooooo isnt like,,, u didnt do this before
But this would
Be to impossible another 5 6 wks
Sooooooo. Tue alll plans
And back up plans
And then
That wed
Came the shelter in place and went crap,,, but fri. Had wait 259 coming
By the way
Sooooo this place had 950 1000. soo last 4 weeks at weekly rate or even 65 a day
Sooooo they did last time. and it a law,
It is
Welll I tell people this also
IMPORTANT. IF U DOTN BELEIVE ME. SEE 1 IR 2 DAY
WOULD STAY OK AT PLACE 30 DAYS, IF I DREW ATTENTION OR PLAYED GAMES
OR ETC ANY OF THE DRAMA
BS YOU SAY YOU DONT WANT
THE QUITE NICE TIME
SOOOOO THAT ALONE. I TOLD SOMEONE SO WHAT GREAT W ME AGAIN CAN PROVE EVERYTHING ,, I SAY. IIN PUCS OR PATTERN
SOO REALLY SELF QUARANTINED
AND EVEN HAD 2 SEE ME SAID I REMEMBER AND RE,REMEBER WHAT CLEAN FREAK FIGURED
BUT YES,,, ALSO HEAR REMEMEBR SKILLS. BEST BJ, SKOBBER. TONGUE, BEST WITH SENSUAL HANDS AND BUTT PLAY AND TIGHT WET. ALL POSITONS,, IM. TELLING YA
THE ONLY THING U DONT WORRY ABOUT IS YOU HAVING A GOOD TIME
LOL
ANYWAY
THIS HOTEL
CHARGED ME 77
SOOOOO WNET TRHU IT TWICE AS FATS
AND BY THE TIME EVERYONE CALLED ME. THAT. THURSDAY AND SAID
TINI DONT MOVE
ESSENTIAL TRAVLORS ONLY YOU MIGHT LSOE YOUR PLACE IF YOU LEAVE
AND
GUESS WHAT
YEP
FRIDAY SATERDAY SUNDAY
SOOOO BY MONDAY AM WAS NOT ONLY BROKE BUT BEHIND AND. OWED AND FUCKED
SO HOTEL, AND THE BACK TO BACK CHANGE RULES DO VIRUS THING
AND CAUSE THERE SO PARANIOD AND PICKY HERE,,, KNOW SAFE FROM THAT,
SO TAD SCARED TO LEAVE
BUT BUT BUT ,, ESPECIALLY AFTER THAT WEEKEND,, I SEE. JUST GOING TO BE IMPOSSIBLE ASK FOR. HELP EVERYDAY AND HOPE KEEP ROOF OVER HEAD,
WHAT DOING. BUT ALL. BUT HOMELESS SHLETER. I NEED U HELO. SAVE UP SOOOOO THAT EVEN IF IT COMES TO THAT. I HAVE A WAY TO RESTART TO COME OUT AND HAVE. A WAY GET PRETTY. GET A PLACE. SAY COME AND THEN LEAVE OR GET HOME,,, OUT OF CLEVELAND IN 4 5 6 WKS ,, . WHEN IT IS BETTER. YA KNOW
SO. TRYING ASK U BY, AND SAVE
YES IT A VERY SLOW GO. EVERYONE WANTS. DISCOUNTS AND HOW LOW CAN I COME OVER. FOR HOW LITTLE,
TONI HAVE 20 25 30
SO TRY8NG THO CAUSE. MAYBE Q ROOM FOR RENT, , ??? MAYBE CBUS AND INTOWN SUITES. ??? MAYBE
ALSO CALLING APPLYIGN FOR JOBS. FOR ROOM BAORD, AND
AM WORKING ON FILING TAXES. FOOD STAMP CARD. BEING SENT TO ME, I DID IT IN FAKK SI HAS. GRAND IN IT IF CAN GET
NEED. BANK ACCTS SO FILE TAXES. AN ADDRESS. LAST TIME U USED PO BOX, BUT THAT AND. APHONE REAL PHONE. PREVENTS ME FROM
DOING SNAP CHAT. INSTA. BANK ACCT ADDRESS FOR CASH APP AND. TAXES AND CARD,
THE
SITES U HTINK
I SHOULD BE ON. AND STUFF THINK SHOULD HAVE. SNAPCHAT
WELL 2 TIMES A DAY I GET HOW LOW CAN U COME BY FOR AND. IF I CAN BARELY AFGORD FOOD SUPPLIES ROOF OVER HEAD
YES HAVE HAD FOR. SMALL PHOEN SMALL ACCT,, U HAVE EMEREGNECY REKOADABLES,, TABLET WITH A OHKEN APP
NOT THE SAME. TO THESE PLACES OR SITES
WHEN DID HAVE. FOR THIS STUFF, UMMMM I AM TERRIFIED USE. CAUSE HAVE NEEDED
WKNDS
WEEKENDS ARE THAT BAD, FOR ME
,, RUIN PRETTY MUCH ME, THE WEEK
TAKES ME TILL TUE CATCH UP
TILL TODAY WED APRIL 8TH. START SAVE QND BY TIME HAVE SUPPLIES AND DAY AHEAD HERE
ITS FRIDAY
I SAY ALL THIS SO U KNOW. YOUR NOT HELPING AN IDIOT I HAD IT. HAD PKABS AND MY LUCK
THIS PLACE USING. WHAT HAD. AND THE CO VID ADDED TO HOW MOST MOST CLE GUYS ARE,, NOT ALL
BUT I WOULD
I WOULDNT EVEN MIND HONEST IT WHY I SAID MAYBE QUICK OR HH
Honest but u kill me with just 2 hrs of day
2 time slots of hr half.
It's been killing me
But nothjgn I can do
Why dwell on any of it,,, u am just going to try and
So also
Why give u a and time so i dont got us. glide. Pic said toys cause
It isnt u fault
And if this is all we can do for fun then let's have fun ya know
So u can have spcl time is very sock just ask a diff time if say if you can plz. or little extra 5 19 bucks if u can
If not that ok also. honest
I'd settle for just being nice,,, stop blaming me,, lol
And some have been very very ncie thank u very much.
This doesnt matter. But I know u wonder. so let me say. What happened and why need help and not stupid
I even
Wrote the nursing board. cause really am nurse fron cwru
Help need room board have license,,m
I doubt anyhting happen but everythign worth a shot huh
Cleveland,,, ok. about. what do services , me etc.
Lastly is the exact what do u hr and trust me u hate to incl but hear that help most
Wellllll. Cleveland I'm in Cleveland. Are u kidding. Hotels 20 to 40 more a night people. 40 to 20 less a person and. As always ,every city. same hr and half. Time slot, meaning, I am lucky to just keeo roof over head here ,, so
Kills me ,kills me, and u know everyine just assumes I'm lying, hey I do say I am crazy, lol, just not a liar,
Just cause you have never met a decent provider,, lol
An old lady. Who takes care of body cares health safety. Is fun and has tricks to boot,,
But but
Here is how disgustingly much I care
If I am. Going ask you to come by help me save
I at least want look nice , different, if Iknow, you be it looks. Toy lingerie,
Ir or or
Like barely keeping food over head and ramen, noodles. Up all hrs daya nd night, too boor caus eco vid 99 percent hotels not taking new guests and dont want guests or visitors so. Let alone,, buests ahve to come in side door. Go straight 2nd floor dont even breathe on first floor,
But but. hey good new is virus free ,, and cause
They seem to have who they want here sooo. They sit watch TV, cause they know. Who they have, no one is visiting and so. No need to watch what is going on, .so
It's like everyone leaves everyone else alone,
But point is,
U have to care who invite , how many I see
But but but. Omg if I have to day one more, time,,, I really do mean thwords, is ay, sooooo s
I always half quarantined. Always 1 2 day,, I even say. You dont have to beleive me. You only want 1 or 2 hr half time frames
Can only say ok to one. It is why dont care how long u stay or what we do,,, I'm not an angel I am not,, wayyyyy not,, lol
But. It doenst matter. Is why i say, can only say ok to one, lunch. After work, or after work and 2nd shift etc
I tried
First. Quikcies. Umm fastest I have seen me do is half. Hr, so, and my hrs can take hr half, u guys dont get sure can me real massage. Know what I'm doing to sensual these on most of u body,,, to hands to bbbj cim end
Toooooo most incl me. mire like it a but then go iNTO glide. Gfe,
Prostate. Butt play, fetishes. BDSM check hold etc all kidna of things we can do
Or not do whatever your comfy with,
I am comfortable with what I do. Cause. Never ever ever had anyhting ever , not even yeast , yes I get checked. Qnd here it wasnt easy,
its same as never dont have body odor,, I dont know. I think lazer hair removal,, have no hair. Except tiny strip. But I mention cause think why soft skin, no odor, ,, so I dont know
Even words i use to describe me i use what i hear people say the most ,,cause ummmmm how would i know if i am tight, lol but just like a high.drive,, I dont over think it I just know have it,
Soo use to benefit me. No hair show uo naturally. clean. , soft .non smelling. And body want fun and soooo, so use to be a blessing, now, I found out mast 8 years not so much anymore a blessing
But. Really am a nurse and am older, that means I do care you came by helped me out, and even if i didnt, i beleive if u offee say you ofher service. Then do best u can at that service or dont do it, again ,,not just a brag,, had a member site with tons vids pics and even heard developer say this,,,, your the only one that said dont put it put there. ,offer it till ut done right and can offer a lot,,
Si isnt just this
I just happen to like this
Well it always been same to me as to you my form of company,
And those i dont mess with or care if i enjpy,, happen care. And
As. a nurse
Something about or personality
We are kinky not shy and. Do really care. you have great time
So i like giving u releif making people. Happier to go back to work or home
Yep i know it's disgusting
I joke you know. Why i look this way and have worsoanlity i have,,, cause never ever been .,besides 1 person in my 20,s never had relationship never loved with anyone, been me myself and I, and I tried that even for 8 9 years.
Carpal tunnel, didnt work
The I,,,,,I. part of that trio was selfish
Lol
Hehehe sooooo smile
I prove u can laugh. ,, get off,,have fun
But
Peopel really are different
I have 2 or 3 wear gloves,,
Have 2 3 or, I have to say ,,, on I'm going to put. Pepper ambesol on my nipples
But love to rub them on your body and grind other part
And massage ., rub on you is what gets me. going I like and. then easier for me to helo me later
Now if u care and
69. Daty. Gfe etc that's great,,,,, if u dont that's great
If u like just fetish prostate or
Even just do me toni
Ummm u think ut was even in half hr. But someoen went 3 times this week, most do want me to do what I liek so I tease play give great bj. Nice sensual with hands.
Ummm all the positions me on tip for me. Reverse like the most and. Me botton for you, cause
e i stop stare
I a, only one one. bet if u get to excited stop play with boys. stop massage. stoo chat, or go go go so can go again
Soooo
I am not teh same as anyone any escort you ever met a
And I am not even like most gals
But loveeeeee looking like a sexy one and loveeeee staring at touching them also, ,,
But logic. , and like
and heck. I use to say hey welll me over if u work 4 am and knock it out so can have better day at work
Never thought. liked. stuff most gals do
But horrified. Relationships
But but
This day and age and how it is, I will say as accomdating as I am
I say no
No an awfully lot, and yes there suprised
Actually they dont think I say it,, I will say no thank you and then hear. Hey toni I said want to leave. where ar ru, I said. I said no thank you
So yes down and out trying find way shelter in place a month without begging everyday
So plz help me save plz as l0ng a si know can start over. I am ok with sitting in shelter
But
It cause. Yes people ask I dont say
Ok to everyone for anything qnd may amount
and Cleveland wow
Soooo if u wnat use someoen. Down on luck
Call another
It is why say. Sat outside 14 hrs or. went shlter. room rent job fall,, I'd rather then let u use abuse me for nothing ,
But if you like a great time and can help great,
But I get. I am an alien looks. cause of. me liking. hahahaha I get. omg are u playing with yourself
Anyway
Sooo I dont know when got this way but news flash h
I knwo u think I just want this takes 15 min so want give this,,,
But it is still is what it is and sooo health safety it is what cause peopel to know. and so. law called, and. STDs and etc etc
But hey I dont judge anyone. it always. Has been. this way
This has levels
And
Well even that I am weirdo
I try have. Rate get know me cause lower requests and , that's it
But spcl I thought u ask diff times days but nope instead now 3 times as many mad cause it all or no one
But always after first. Everyone had diff rates,, diff things they liked so diff amt times they take
And
Why would I hang with those see me vs new people
And and all thing s u think I dont do,,,, I do,,,, just with those I know
But ,
Important. I am clear when say come and se u in a few ,
I sometimes am afraid. respond dont respond. if I cant timely,,, etc
ly cause people now think u must see them for 40 and if I respond at sll I must be ava and drive zn di tried intor myself if missed u txt,, I got wtf lady and
No I never cared call me names those that care,,, is who I wanted to reach. so get mad call me, names
BUt
But but u guys
Do u know. Guys now get vindictive See
See pics. get. Hard. Think toni fix that and if I cant. What. Liar. Etc I am
An di must have had 10 kin to do that , cause I txted hi
So. illl show here
And make appts no show
And it matters cauae I get one guess. say yes come if I am wrong I make zero that time alot. and remember only 2 of them , so by one day one mistake already behind paying a place
Or
I just txts 3. 4 hrs and see no one cant do it timely
or cause. my txt cause trying type fast
Sound rushed. so u assumed I am or see a lot
And so see no one
But. People get vindictive so besides that have called hotels,,, called law, and I know they have told me,,, who is bugging you or who did u piss off,
Soooo before u get mad. I deal with soo much. I said
Let alone. all u gain most of time anymore is 8 hrs texting for roof over u head, even if take the me have fun. or me save out of it,,
Especially cle,, it just plain hard,
Hut but decent guys,, you guys dont knwo this
So you wonder wtf
And it's ok. I would wonder also
But bear with me
Cause hear well worth effort
And it is also very easy. see me after
I get hey toni can come by about. and I say yes and I am, there. As requested
On time dressed up, smiley clean safe fun. and no clock no rush no wating no ad on
Just no bs
But but till we meet bear with me plz
Soooo. so many times see now oone
try call 80 times or call stay connected 8 hrs. Or etc call place the law. Circle lot, just show up ,
I mean.
Well u know hpw u say gals now adays entitled. AnD give me all this for very little service or contact fun etc
But. What's different now adays vs last time around 8 years ago, now guys do
Txt all day, try waste u only time grab one person
Feel entitled to do. well omg 60
Better. cover. Uncovered and Greek and. How many hrs,, etc
So entitled.
Not only everything
But.
Show up hr half 2 hrs later
Show up when they wnat for what they want and do what they want
And for what they want and. if I cant. Well I joke with those I know,, mad at me again
We laugh, , and I never was unreasonable amd flexible. sure. can do lower rates esp these times,,,, but ummm. have 23 other hrs of day u can ask
IN OTHER .WORDS I HAVE ALETERED EVERYHTING I CAN. , BUT, SOMETIMES. OR OR OR DONT, JUST TRY EVERYD AY THATS OK,,,
BUT. WITH DECENT PR9VIDER U MIGHT HAVE ALTER. TIME U WANT BY HR OR WHATVEER OR AMT BY 2O OR WHATEVER. OR OR DONT,, BUT DOESNT AMKE ME THE LIAR. CAUSE U ASSUME
Nothing negative I dont think like that, i just dont grateful to who come sub AMD do best can for them in service and rates
I am just asking. plz stop with the bs. name calling assuming accusing cause u might not believe me or never met decentlgal.
U see what I bad at. txting. writing and
I sometimes cant take. it. dont hav epetinec all questions. concerns reassure and prove all day
I do answer
Just saying. Sometime only take so much and soooo
U see me post. Cause put. it down AMD say welll illl try again later
Bio
And lastly. Really do want describe briefly. What I kinda do with you if u come and dont care what we do. Love you and enjoy
But they are here I just cant tell, if I could get one thing that works and u know it works
To get pics vids to you updates
U guys.
Killing me what u assume
I USE IT MOUTH. BUTT CHEEKS. ENHANCE. IT ALL ABOUT SESUALITY FEELING BEST. ,CHERIooooooos possible. ya know not even remotely use it eay thing escpry or massagr and even a maasagem people dsy wow that us what u call a massage
so way more nicer and. unprissy then u think. touch me. , well u know not only,,,but do them all mm or not only but 2 3 x
i hust happen also if u want start with massage
or massage into butt play pros fetishes
or massage onto gfe
doo escort. or rub or both fetishes toys
Some just relief went 3 times. A lot Do 2. ,.. face
Well I'm not entitled prissy person. Doen to earth fun. Like. Glad help u girl.
Nothing like u assuming or thinking. Am I like
Do glide isn't used for what u think,playing isnt what u think. Heck nor is rub
Lol
Sent from my Galaxy Tab A
BIO
To make u smile pics April 8th
***Toni Benz, Italian /Russian
Im A petite toned 34DDD 26 36, 5'3, 115lbs
Firecracker, with a fun personality, a kinky side *I take care of myself by
working out/ eating right, I like to have a mild tan, have had laser hair
removal , everywhere. I am soft naturally, small landing strip is all that is
left of ANY hair on my body. I do not wear perfume or heavy make up/glitter every day. And each morning , I gargle peroxide in my mouth to keep my teeth sparkling and germ free. I also file/oil my feet soft maintained high arch size 7 shoes. I'm STD checked every month( yes even when I travel) i love spending time with new people Im the life of the party,super fun. I am flexible, on all fronts ....asking questions . Seeing people. I enjoy every bit of what I do, in all positions (legs behind my head, doggy, mission, riding, froggy, etc.) IT IS SAME CONCEPT THOUGH,YOU CHOSE OR WHY CHOSE.I PERSONALLY, I LIKE VARIETTY SO PICK DIFFERENT STYLED PEOPLE DAY or 0 if none to liking. I bring all we need lingerie, nylons, heels, boots, dress, bodysuits, etc. I have every style of bra for every liking and every color. Same with toys. I say for u ..strap.prost..fings plug but also for me. I have vibrator, bullet for us. If we desire. Same with glide lotions, supplies i bring my ownlinens. For sets of sheets, washclothes and clean freak supplies.I am honest and timely . I do right by you l am naturally a clean freak. That is paraniod, watch for safety. care about traffic exposure, energy levels, looking nice, you work hard for
your escape and deserve time for yourself and good service. Let's just say I'm not lazy, not a robot and don't have dull personality. IMPORTANT::: IF all else fails(somehow we dont mesh), as a nurse I really do care. YOU HAVE A GREAT,RELAXING TIME.
It Pleases me that you are pleased.
Thank you for your time!!! Enjoy
Misc
Btw I did have it checked with hotelhad. 599 some dollars and another 250 comign Friday am
IF U REMEMBER THESE ARE THE DAYS, SOO. KNOW I NOT LYING, IF U THINK I AM YOU DONT KNOW ME , NOT WORTH LYING ABOUT ANYHTING EVER, DOENST HEL ANYONE,
Sa. tue End of March. made all these calls. Was to go cbus, had ride but even without one, above,,, had cash to leave,,
So made plans. Pitt or cbus in town suites. 3 wks. maybe save have 4 weeks worth
So had money had place knew, , called intake nurse for shelters and for medical. Have to finish iv stuff. Vitamins and. Vit k,,, the why losing wt thing,,, thyroid, re checked. Fix again. If need plus cardiologists and. Ultrasound legs, blood clots had dec,,, remember,,
And also intake nurse shelter just in case needed it, knew where and approved and thought about
Like I did in fall a job for. Room and board,,, sooooo isnt like,,, u didnt do this before
But this would
Be to impossible another 5 6 wks
Sooooooo. Tue alll plans
And back up plans
And then
That wed
Came the shelter in place and went crap,,, but fri. Had wait 259 coming
By the way
Sooooo this place had 950 1000. soo last 4 weeks at weekly rate or even 65 a day
Sooooo they did last time. and it a law,
It is
Welll I tell people this also
IMPORTANT. IF U DOTN BELEIVE ME. SEE 1 IR 2 DAY
WOULD STAY OK AT PLACE 30 DAYS, IF I DREW ATTENTION OR PLAYED GAMES
OR ETC ANY OF THE DRAMA
BS YOU SAY YOU DONT WANT
THE QUITE NICE TIME
SOOOOO THAT ALONE. I TOLD SOMEONE SO WHAT GREAT W ME AGAIN CAN PROVE EVERYTHING ,, I SAY. IIN PUCS OR PATTERN
SOO REALLY SELF QUARANTINED
AND EVEN HAD 2 SEE ME SAID I REMEMBER AND RE,REMEBER WHAT CLEAN FREAK FIGURED
BUT YES,,, ALSO HEAR REMEMEBR SKILLS. BEST BJ, SKOBBER. TONGUE, BEST WITH SENSUAL HANDS AND BUTT PLAY AND TIGHT WET. ALL POSITONS,, IM. TELLING YA
THE ONLY THING U DONT WORRY ABOUT IS YOU HAVING A GOOD TIME
LOL
ANYWAY
THIS HOTEL
CHARGED ME 77
SOOOOO WNET TRHU IT TWICE AS FATS
AND BY THE TIME EVERYONE CALLED ME. THAT. THURSDAY AND SAID
TINI DONT MOVE
ESSENTIAL TRAVLORS ONLY YOU MIGHT LSOE YOUR PLACE IF YOU LEAVE
AND
GUESS WHAT
YEP
FRIDAY SATERDAY SUNDAY
SOOOO BY MONDAY AM WAS NOT ONLY BROKE BUT BEHIND AND. OWED AND FUCKED
SO HOTEL, AND THE BACK TO BACK CHANGE RULES DO VIRUS THING
AND CAUSE THERE SO PARANIOD AND PICKY HERE,,, KNOW SAFE FROM THAT,
SO TAD SCARED TO LEAVE
BUT BUT BUT ,, ESPECIALLY AFTER THAT WEEKEND,, I SEE. JUST GOING TO BE IMPOSSIBLE ASK FOR. HELP EVERYDAY AND HOPE KEEP ROOF OVER HEAD,
WHAT DOING. BUT ALL. BUT HOMELESS SHLETER. I NEED U HELO. SAVE UP SOOOOO THAT EVEN IF IT COMES TO THAT. I HAVE A WAY TO RESTART TO COME OUT AND HAVE. A WAY GET PRETTY. GET A PLACE. SAY COME AND THEN LEAVE OR GET HOME,,, OUT OF CLEVELAND IN 4 5 6 WKS ,, . WHEN IT IS BETTER. YA KNOW
SO. TRYING ASK U BY, AND SAVE
YES IT A VERY SLOW GO. EVERYONE WANTS. DISCOUNTS AND HOW LOW CAN I COME OVER. FOR HOW LITTLE,
TONI HAVE 20 25 30
SO TRY8NG THO CAUSE. MAYBE Q ROOM FOR RENT, , ??? MAYBE CBUS AND INTOWN SUITES. ??? MAYBE
ALSO CALLING APPLYIGN FOR JOBS. FOR ROOM BAORD, AND
AM WORKING ON FILING TAXES. FOOD STAMP CARD. BEING SENT TO ME, I DID IT IN FAKK SI HAS. GRAND IN IT IF CAN GET
NEED. BANK ACCTS SO FILE TAXES. AN ADDRESS. LAST TIME U USED PO BOX, BUT THAT AND. APHONE REAL PHONE. PREVENTS ME FROM
DOING SNAP CHAT. INSTA. BANK ACCT ADDRESS FOR CASH APP AND. TAXES AND CARD,
THE
SITES U HTINK
I SHOULD BE ON. AND STUFF THINK SHOULD HAVE. SNAPCHAT
WELL 2 TIMES A DAY I GET HOW LOW CAN U COME BY FOR AND. IF I CAN BARELY AFGORD FOOD SUPPLIES ROOF OVER HEAD
YES HAVE HAD FOR. SMALL PHOEN SMALL ACCT,, U HAVE EMEREGNECY REKOADABLES,, TABLET WITH A OHKEN APP
NOT THE SAME. TO THESE PLACES OR SITES
WHEN DID HAVE. FOR THIS STUFF, UMMMM I AM TERRIFIED USE. CAUSE HAVE NEEDED
WKNDS
WEEKENDS ARE THAT BAD, FOR ME
,, RUIN PRETTY MUCH ME, THE WEEK
TAKES ME TILL TUE CATCH UP
TILL TODAY WED APRIL 8TH. START SAVE QND BY TIME HAVE SUPPLIES AND DAY AHEAD HERE
ITS FRIDAY
I SAY ALL THIS SO U KNOW. YOUR NOT HELPING AN IDIOT I HAD IT. HAD PKABS AND MY LUCK
THIS PLACE USING. WHAT HAD. AND THE CO VID ADDED TO HOW MOST MOST CLE GUYS ARE,, NOT ALL
BUT I WOULD
I WOULDNT EVEN MIND HONEST IT WHY I SAID MAYBE QUICK OR HH
Honest but u kill me with just 2 hrs of day
2 time slots of hr half.
It's been killing me
But nothjgn I can do
Why dwell on any of it,,, u am just going to try and
So also
Why give u a and time so i dont got us. glide. Pic said toys cause
It isnt u fault
And if this is all we can do for fun then let's have fun ya know
So u can have spcl time is very sock just ask a diff time if say if you can plz. or little extra 5 19 bucks if u can
If not that ok also. honest
I'd settle for just being nice,,, stop blaming me,, lol
And some have been very very ncie thank u very much.
This doesnt matter. But I know u wonder. so let me say. What happened and why need help and not stupid
I even
Wrote the nursing board. cause really am nurse fron cwru
Help need room board have license,,m
I doubt anyhting happen but everythign worth a shot huh
Cleveland,,, ok. about. what do services , me etc.
Lastly is the exact what do u hr and trust me u hate to incl but hear that help most
Wellllll. Cleveland I'm in Cleveland. Are u kidding. Hotels 20 to 40 more a night people. 40 to 20 less a person and. As always ,every city. same hr and half. Time slot, meaning, I am lucky to just keeo roof over head here ,, so
Kills me ,kills me, and u know everyine just assumes I'm lying, hey I do say I am crazy, lol, just not a liar,
Just cause you have never met a decent provider,, lol
An old lady. Who takes care of body cares health safety. Is fun and has tricks to boot,,
But but
Here is how disgustingly much I care
If I am. Going ask you to come by help me save
I at least want look nice , different, if Iknow, you be it looks. Toy lingerie,
Ir or or
Like barely keeping food over head and ramen, noodles. Up all hrs daya nd night, too boor caus eco vid 99 percent hotels not taking new guests and dont want guests or visitors so. Let alone,, buests ahve to come in side door. Go straight 2nd floor dont even breathe on first floor,
But but. hey good new is virus free ,, and cause
They seem to have who they want here sooo. They sit watch TV, cause they know. Who they have, no one is visiting and so. No need to watch what is going on, .so
It's like everyone leaves everyone else alone,
But point is,
U have to care who invite , how many I see
But but but. Omg if I have to day one more, time,,, I really do mean thwords, is ay, sooooo s
I always half quarantined. Always 1 2 day,, I even say. You dont have to beleive me. You only want 1 or 2 hr half time frames
Can only say ok to one. It is why dont care how long u stay or what we do,,, I'm not an angel I am not,, wayyyyy not,, lol
But. It doenst matter. Is why i say, can only say ok to one, lunch. After work, or after work and 2nd shift etc
I tried
First. Quikcies. Umm fastest I have seen me do is half. Hr, so, and my hrs can take hr half, u guys dont get sure can me real massage. Know what I'm doing to sensual these on most of u body,,, to hands to bbbj cim end
Toooooo most incl me. mire like it a but then go iNTO glide. Gfe,
Prostate. Butt play, fetishes. BDSM check hold etc all kidna of things we can do
Or not do whatever your comfy with,
I am comfortable with what I do. Cause. Never ever ever had anyhting ever , not even yeast , yes I get checked. Qnd here it wasnt easy,
its same as never dont have body odor,, I dont know. I think lazer hair removal,, have no hair. Except tiny strip. But I mention cause think why soft skin, no odor, ,, so I dont know
Even words i use to describe me i use what i hear people say the most ,,cause ummmmm how would i know if i am tight, lol but just like a high.drive,, I dont over think it I just know have it,
Soo use to benefit me. No hair show uo naturally. clean. , soft .non smelling. And body want fun and soooo, so use to be a blessing, now, I found out mast 8 years not so much anymore a blessing
But. Really am a nurse and am older, that means I do care you came by helped me out, and even if i didnt, i beleive if u offee say you ofher service. Then do best u can at that service or dont do it, again ,,not just a brag,, had a member site with tons vids pics and even heard developer say this,,,, your the only one that said dont put it put there. ,offer it till ut done right and can offer a lot,,
Si isnt just this
I just happen to like this
Well it always been same to me as to you my form of company,
And those i dont mess with or care if i enjpy,, happen care. And
As. a nurse
Something about or personality
We are kinky not shy and. Do really care. you have great time
So i like giving u releif making people. Happier to go back to work or home
Yep i know it's disgusting
I joke you know. Why i look this way and have worsoanlity i have,,, cause never ever been .,besides 1 person in my 20,s never had relationship never loved with anyone, been me myself and I, and I tried that even for 8 9 years.
Carpal tunnel, didnt work
The I,,,,,I. part of that trio was selfish
Lol
Hehehe sooooo smile
I prove u can laugh. ,, get off,,have fun
But
Peopel really are different
I have 2 or 3 wear gloves,,
Have 2 3 or, I have to say ,,, on I'm going to put. Pepper ambesol on my nipples
But love to rub them on your body and grind other part
And massage ., rub on you is what gets me. going I like and. then easier for me to helo me later
Now if u care and
69. Daty. Gfe etc that's great,,,,, if u dont that's great
If u like just fetish prostate or
Even just do me toni
Ummm u think ut was even in half hr. But someoen went 3 times this week, most do want me to do what I liek so I tease play give great bj. Nice sensual with hands.
Ummm all the positions me on tip for me. Reverse like the most and. Me botton for you, cause
e i stop stare
I a, only one one. bet if u get to excited stop play with boys. stop massage. stoo chat, or go go go so can go again
Soooo
I am not teh same as anyone any escort you ever met a
And I am not even like most gals
But loveeeeee looking like a sexy one and loveeeee staring at touching them also, ,,
But logic. , and like
and heck. I use to say hey welll me over if u work 4 am and knock it out so can have better day at work
Never thought. liked. stuff most gals do
But horrified. Relationships
But but
This day and age and how it is, I will say as accomdating as I am
I say no
No an awfully lot, and yes there suprised
Actually they dont think I say it,, I will say no thank you and then hear. Hey toni I said want to leave. where ar ru, I said. I said no thank you
So yes down and out trying find way shelter in place a month without begging everyday
So plz help me save plz as l0ng a si know can start over. I am ok with sitting in shelter
But
It cause. Yes people ask I dont say
Ok to everyone for anything qnd may amount
and Cleveland wow
Soooo if u wnat use someoen. Down on luck
Call another
It is why say. Sat outside 14 hrs or. went shlter. room rent job fall,, I'd rather then let u use abuse me for nothing ,
But if you like a great time and can help great,
But I get. I am an alien looks. cause of. me liking. hahahaha I get. omg are u playing with yourself
Anyway
Sooo I dont know when got this way but news flash h
I knwo u think I just want this takes 15 min so want give this,,,
But it is still is what it is and sooo health safety it is what cause peopel to know. and so. law called, and. STDs and etc etc
But hey I dont judge anyone. it always. Has been. this way
This has levels
And
Well even that I am weirdo
I try have. Rate get know me cause lower requests and , that's it
But spcl I thought u ask diff times days but nope instead now 3 times as many mad cause it all or no one
But always after first. Everyone had diff rates,, diff things they liked so diff amt times they take
And
Why would I hang with those see me vs new people
And and all thing s u think I dont do,,,, I do,,,, just with those I know
But ,
Important. I am clear when say come and se u in a few ,
I sometimes am afraid. respond dont respond. if I cant timely,,, etc
ly cause people now think u must see them for 40 and if I respond at sll I must be ava and drive zn di tried intor myself if missed u txt,, I got wtf lady and
No I never cared call me names those that care,,, is who I wanted to reach. so get mad call me, names
BUt
But but u guys
Do u know. Guys now get vindictive See
See pics. get. Hard. Think toni fix that and if I cant. What. Liar. Etc I am
An di must have had 10 kin to do that , cause I txted hi
So. illl show here
And make appts no show
And it matters cauae I get one guess. say yes come if I am wrong I make zero that time alot. and remember only 2 of them , so by one day one mistake already behind paying a place
Or
I just txts 3. 4 hrs and see no one cant do it timely
or cause. my txt cause trying type fast
Sound rushed. so u assumed I am or see a lot
And so see no one
But. People get vindictive so besides that have called hotels,,, called law, and I know they have told me,,, who is bugging you or who did u piss off,
Soooo before u get mad. I deal with soo much. I said
Let alone. all u gain most of time anymore is 8 hrs texting for roof over u head, even if take the me have fun. or me save out of it,,
Especially cle,, it just plain hard,
Hut but decent guys,, you guys dont knwo this
So you wonder wtf
And it's ok. I would wonder also
But bear with me
Cause hear well worth effort
And it is also very easy. see me after
I get hey toni can come by about. and I say yes and I am, there. As requested
On time dressed up, smiley clean safe fun. and no clock no rush no wating no ad on
Just no bs
But but till we meet bear with me plz
Soooo. so many times see now oone
try call 80 times or call stay connected 8 hrs. Or etc call place the law. Circle lot, just show up ,
I mean.
Well u know hpw u say gals now adays entitled. AnD give me all this for very little service or contact fun etc
But. What's different now adays vs last time around 8 years ago, now guys do
Txt all day, try waste u only time grab one person
Feel entitled to do. well omg 60
Better. cover. Uncovered and Greek and. How many hrs,, etc
So entitled.
Not only everything
But.
Show up hr half 2 hrs later
Show up when they wnat for what they want and do what they want
And for what they want and. if I cant. Well I joke with those I know,, mad at me again
We laugh, , and I never was unreasonable amd flexible. sure. can do lower rates esp these times,,,, but ummm. have 23 other hrs of day u can ask
IN OTHER .WORDS I HAVE ALETERED EVERYHTING I CAN. , BUT, SOMETIMES. OR OR OR DONT, JUST TRY EVERYD AY THATS OK,,,
BUT. WITH DECENT PR9VIDER U MIGHT HAVE ALTER. TIME U WANT BY HR OR WHATVEER OR AMT BY 2O OR WHATEVER. OR OR DONT,, BUT DOESNT AMKE ME THE LIAR. CAUSE U ASSUME
Nothing negative I dont think like that, i just dont grateful to who come sub AMD do best can for them in service and rates
I am just asking. plz stop with the bs. name calling assuming accusing cause u might not believe me or never met decentlgal.
U see what I bad at. txting. writing and
I sometimes cant take. it. dont hav epetinec all questions. concerns reassure and prove all day
I do answer
Just saying. Sometime only take so much and soooo
U see me post. Cause put. it down AMD say welll illl try again later
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And lastly. Really do want describe briefly. What I kinda do with you if u come and dont care what we do. Love you and enjoy
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